My plans

First of all, I realized that I had never posted what happened with K, because nothing actually "happened." It just didn't work for me. He was a great guy, but it didn't feel right and I realized that I absolutely have every right to be picky selective. The whole "It's not you, it's me" thing is true in my case. I know that when I find the right guy I will know it. I won't worry about what's going to happen with one thing or another, I will just know it's all going to work out in the end. So there's that.

One of my BFFs baby shower was Saturday. It was special, I have known her since prek, and she was there for me throughout my whole pregnancy with P and ever since. I wanted to give her my undivided attention on her special day, so I opted to leave P with my dad. See, he is a great kid, but he is a little wild at times, especially in that type of setting. Problem was, my dad couldn't watch him. I thought, okay, I will let M watch him (with the supervision of his mom) for a few hours. This was a HUGE step for me to even consider this. I called M Friday and no answer. Texted him, still no answer. I didn't tell him what I wanted, but it shouldn't matter, his priority should be P. Eventually I asked my brother and he was super excited to watch P.

Saturday NIGHT, M finally texted me and all it said was "hey." Eventually it came out that he was at "Hog Rock" which is a biker festival/camping weekend where girls run around naked. Seriously. I didn't even answer. Of course all day today he kept trying to text me but I have no desire to talk to him. How am I supposed to deal with this? It's like dealing with a teenager, only a teenager is a little bit more responsible.

In other news, we started going to church again! Now that I have Sundays off =) Yay! We actually started a new church, nothing against my old one but I grew up in that small church and now I'm a single mom and just get a weird vibe there. At the new church, it's like a new begining. Everyone welcomed us like we were family, and I even enjoyed the Sunday school. We also went to the evening service and they had a visiting music group that was so amazing. The church nursery was great and P loved it, he ran right in and didn't even care when I left.

I feel like our life is getting put together so beautifully. Also, one of the verses in the Sunday school lesson was one of my favorite verses of all time. Maybe I don't know what the plan for my life is, but He does, and shouldn't that be enough? Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (NIV)  Maybe I don't know what the plan for my life is, but He does, and shouldn't that be enough?