I know, I know I left you hanging. The date went really well believe it or not. We went out to eat at a Chinese restaurant then out to his pond. We went out on the boat and fed the catfish and just talked. I dont know what made it so fun, it just was. Then we went out on his fourwheeler,now that was fun. We probably rode around for two hours or more.
He's really interested in me. It's sad that I am surprised at this. The questions he asks me are so genuine, like he really wants to find out who I am. He also asked questions about P which always makes me smile. But also worries me.
I guess I'm just afraid to get hurt. A child is a lot for anyone to deal with, especially for someone who has none of their own. He is my age. Pretty young, and maybe he doesn't have any clue what it's like. What if I fall in love but it's too much for him to handle. And if that happened could I really blame him?
I know I'm putting too much thought into this but thats just me. I have to be prepared for the worst, just in case.
Date #2 is Saturday night. We're meeting some of my family at Red Lobster after I get off work. It's a no kids dinner so I invited him and he seemed excited to go. Wish me luck.
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Um, how did I miss this!? I feel so out of the loop! Dang it. Well, let me first start by saying that I wanted to do cartwheels when I read that you were dating! Yippee! Second, let him worry about how he feels about P in his life. Most guys -good guys- are willing to love the children whole heartedly because they live you and you love your child. It just works. Enjoy this time with the fun and romantic newness!
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